The man stood in the corner, I was so scared
He handed out tickets, To the public beware
I saw just saw a glimpse, Not knowing him there
Surrounded by statues, Without such a care
And there he served little kids, And there he saw me
Sitting in the corner, As quiet as can be
I did not know who he was, But all I knew was his might
I began to feel those feelings, I had been hiding within my light
He gave his little speech, they cheered him such a store
He stood behind the counter, Watching you forever more
A little girl of five, You wander quietly
And take his little ticket, As quickly as can be
And the little girl, begins to fuss and beam
Constantly calling out, to her mummy in her screams
She picks up the knife, All covered in blood
The man falls to the ground, Red becomes the flood
And she just stands there, Her mummy comforts her so
Her shame now lost, Forever in a glow
And when the police question her, Security beware
The girl sits staring, at the teddy bear with care
And all she keeps repeating, Is just what he did
How he humilated her, The sin he hid
What he made her do, for that little ticket there
The torture that he gave, without such a care
And as the crowds dissapate, and wander back to home
The news stories told, repeated in chrome
And the police leave her be, For she is just a little girl
She jumps over skipping rope, she has a fringe with a curl
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Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Arrow in Her Back
Slowly standing, the lady in red
The forest in the foreground
The Tree back in stead
Its noisy She Says
As she whispers to you
Silently in a message
Here, I will support you
And you wonder who she is
And you wonder if she cares
Because darn wizz, you need someone there
She offers you a number
Sitting there hoping you call
For Her in her red dress
The arrow is about to fall
So the red dressed lady
Just sit here and waits
Capturing the moment
Before Love and Hate
The forest in the foreground
The Tree back in stead
Its noisy She Says
As she whispers to you
Silently in a message
Here, I will support you
And you wonder who she is
And you wonder if she cares
Because darn wizz, you need someone there
She offers you a number
Sitting there hoping you call
For Her in her red dress
The arrow is about to fall
So the red dressed lady
Just sit here and waits
Capturing the moment
Before Love and Hate
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Friday, June 15, 2012
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Ritual Abuse Conference CT
http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/
The 15th Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference
August 10 – 12, 2012
DoubleTree near
Bradley International Airport
16 Ella Grasso Turnpike
Windsor Locks, CT
Internet conference information:
http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/
2011 Ritual Abuse Conference CDs are now available http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/2011-conference/
Conference Goals
- To help stop future occurrences of ritual abuse
- To help survivors of ritual abuse
- To name the groups that have participated in alleged illegal activities
- To unite those working to stop ritual abuse
Conference Schedule
There will be a small get together, deli dinner, dessert and early registration for pre-registered attendees only, on August 10, Friday evening. The conference will be all day on Saturday August 11 and Sunday August 12. Please check our conference home page for the latest conference schedule information. Some presentations will also be recorded.
The 15th Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference
August 10 – 12, 2012
DoubleTree near
Bradley International Airport
16 Ella Grasso Turnpike
Windsor Locks, CT
Internet conference information:
http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/
2011 Ritual Abuse Conference CDs are now available http://ritualabuse.us/smart-conference/2011-conference/
Conference Goals
- To help stop future occurrences of ritual abuse
- To help survivors of ritual abuse
- To name the groups that have participated in alleged illegal activities
- To unite those working to stop ritual abuse
Conference Schedule
There will be a small get together, deli dinner, dessert and early registration for pre-registered attendees only, on August 10, Friday evening. The conference will be all day on Saturday August 11 and Sunday August 12. Please check our conference home page for the latest conference schedule information. Some presentations will also be recorded.
Monday, June 11, 2012
Such
He was just a bad writer, not knowing what to do
We had a chat, a talk about writing too
And thats where I left him, I could not beware
For it reminded me of the past, that awful stuck lair
And I waited for a while, uncomfortably long
I thought he challenged me with another, feeling so strong
I got a bad impression, was he just like those guys
Would this happen again, I said, ever so wise
And I was told people would help, but I gave up there
For if you grew up with it, they don't really care
Would you wait and wonder, just what will happen next
Will they force you again, force you to have sex
The debate such continues, alone in your head
That old mode of thinking, sometimes you would rather be dead
For its what my dad did, many years ago
Reliving itself in this chatting, ever so slow
I get trapped, I run, I get trapped again, cannot escape
I remember back when I scream, I get upset, I repeat the words; that hate
A little girl crying out just waiting to be heard
Unsure what to do, feeling unheard
For the past replays itself, in your head
Just as you learnt to tie your shoelaces
Or eat crust on your bread
You learn how to relate, with your mum and dad
And there it repeats again and again making you sad
Not sure what to do, not sure what is said
I suppose you just have to trust that thought in your head
And here I am wishing again to forget the past
So AGAIN, I wont have to face this, as it sits and lasts
I can't give you the answers, I have not figured it yet
For I was treated with misery with utter regret
But once I break free, I will understand it then
I know I will get over it, with the help of such friends.
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Sunday, June 10, 2012
All in This Together
I was fortunate enough to be involved with many others in creating the following song:
Enjoy.
All in This Together.
http://soundcloud.com/catch-music-and-wam/catch-music-and-wam-all-in
In group sessions, we created a positive message about mental health. Music includes harmonica, guitar, bass, snare drums and slide guitar. Much fun had by all in creating this music.
In group sessions, we created a positive message about mental health. Music includes harmonica, guitar, bass, snare drums and slide guitar. Much fun had by all in creating this music.
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