For anonymous
You sat there listening
To a fifteen year old
Tell you tragic news
Of her father in jail
Because she put him there
And her family blamed her
And ostracised her
And her mother had taken to drugs
"She could no longer take it"
His constant raping of her
"She could no longer take it"
And now, she lived alone in hate
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Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Monday, October 29, 2012
Start
A beautiful start
To building a sandcastle
Is a smile on
A little girls face
To building a sandcastle
Is a smile on
A little girls face
Saturday, October 27, 2012
A Vase : For when they tell you
A vase : For when they tell you
A vase sits on the
Bench
It has pretty flowers
Stencilled on it
Lovely motifs and
Wonderful look
Slim, and slender
It stands there
And then
Someone walks pass
And screams
"You're Broken"
And the
Next
And the next
And the vase sits
There
Smiling
Holding water
For it is whole.
A vase sits on the
Bench
It has pretty flowers
Stencilled on it
Lovely motifs and
Wonderful look
Slim, and slender
It stands there
And then
Someone walks pass
And screams
"You're Broken"
And the
Next
And the next
And the vase sits
There
Smiling
Holding water
For it is whole.
The End of a Smile
"Her home is the well
She is lost in the city
Of rain and water
I have dirt across my face
Staring into the night sky
And she blows
Dandeloin seeds
To the wind
As you smile"
She is lost in the city
Of rain and water
I have dirt across my face
Staring into the night sky
And she blows
Dandeloin seeds
To the wind
As you smile"
Friday, October 26, 2012
The Girls Monster
A little girl
Walks up
And asks you -- yes you
Pulling on
Your shirt
There is a monster
Back there
She is frightened
She turns to you - yes you
And says
Can you help me
Face the monster
They don't believe me
That it exists
And I need
To see
And you turn - yes you
You turn and say.......
Walks up
And asks you -- yes you
Pulling on
Your shirt
There is a monster
Back there
She is frightened
She turns to you - yes you
And says
Can you help me
Face the monster
They don't believe me
That it exists
And I need
To see
And you turn - yes you
You turn and say.......
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Twenty
It's Two Twenty AM
Sound asleep in
The house -- her house
No one awake
The odd motorbike
On the far off highway
The typing on the computer
As she writes a poem
To all those sleepless nights
And dreary mornings
Where she could not
Endure the day
Two Twenty AM -- is home.
Sound asleep in
The house -- her house
No one awake
The odd motorbike
On the far off highway
The typing on the computer
As she writes a poem
To all those sleepless nights
And dreary mornings
Where she could not
Endure the day
Two Twenty AM -- is home.
Monday, October 22, 2012
The Dream
She wakes up
And sees the
Dream she just had
Famous people
Helicopters
Space rockets
She continues her
Daily life
Sipping her cup of tea
Sending emails
She remembers
Helicopters and
Circles
Running for the
Road crossing a
Street of Life
She feeds the dogs
Enjoys the sunshine
Reads a paper or two
Life chasing after her
Queen of the world
Streets lined with
People, waving
Bridges of flight
Richard Branson Even!
She makes dinner
Of steak and potatoes
Has a drink of coffee
Settles down for the
Night
Remembering
Her life as a dream
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Lost Aces
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Saturday, October 20, 2012
Incident
Eating his sandwich
In the squadroom
Afterwards
Must have been
Been beef or ham
McDonalds
It must have been
Worthwhile
The little girl
Cried at the window
Springs wide
Being fearful
Every night
Of her Father
Attacking her
Whenever the opportunity
Came about
Crying because
There was
Nothing she
Could do
In the squadroom
Afterwards
Must have been
Been beef or ham
McDonalds
It must have been
Worthwhile
The little girl
Cried at the window
Springs wide
Being fearful
Every night
Of her Father
Attacking her
Whenever the opportunity
Came about
Crying because
There was
Nothing she
Could do
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Scream
When I see
An orange
I wish I
could paint
Rainbows
But all I can
Do is this.
I wish when I
Talked
All you could
Do is listen
And be marvelled
By the rainbow
Draft Two
When I see
A grape
In the salad
I wish it were wine
But all I can do
Is eat
I wish you
Could see the dinner
Bypass the grape
And marvel
At the banquet
Draft Two
When I see
A grape
In the salad
I wish it were wine
But all I can do
Is eat
I wish you
Could see the dinner
Bypass the grape
And marvel
At the banquet
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Friday, October 19, 2012
I can't write
Why the heck
Can I not write this
It's so stupid
To not be able
To say anything
To completely keep
Hitting backspace
And to be annoyed
At this
Not being able to write
Or being able to say
Much
Why must I check my work
Re read, re-edit
Go back
Then not flow
Like I used to
Why Why Why
And then you realise...................
Can I not write this
It's so stupid
To not be able
To say anything
To completely keep
Hitting backspace
And to be annoyed
At this
Not being able to write
Or being able to say
Much
Why must I check my work
Re read, re-edit
Go back
Then not flow
Like I used to
Why Why Why
And then you realise...................
She Draws A Smile
She held it up to her Spirit
A tear flows down her cheek
A marker in her hand
Her eyes bright, and clouded
Black ink
Across her face
Her hair pink
All out of place
Her eyebrows furrowed
A lisp of hair
She takes her marker
Draws with care
Her hand slender
Her grasp soft
Now she holds
Destiny in her hand.
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A tear flows down her cheek
A marker in her hand
Her eyes bright, and clouded
Black ink
Across her face
Her hair pink
All out of place
Her eyebrows furrowed
A lisp of hair
She takes her marker
Draws with care
Her hand slender
Her grasp soft
Now she holds
Destiny in her hand.
Joint poem - Whitedove and Cococ.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Caring
The little girl
Takes a seat
Next to the man
And cries
Here is the balloon
She says
And cries
The man looks at the balloon
It is white, crumpled, lack of string
But what he sees
Is not this
But the smile on
The little girls face
Because he cared.
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Sunday, October 14, 2012
Monday
In the middle
Of the branches
Deep within the
Tree
A perfect triangle
Is formed
Trust me
It won't fall
As we climb higher
In the tree
Reaching out from
The main trunk
I stretch
To find branches
Slowly
I catch in my hand
I turn to look back
At you
And you disappear
To the sounds
Of an axe falling
Of the branches
Deep within the
Tree
A perfect triangle
Is formed
Trust me
It won't fall
As we climb higher
In the tree
Reaching out from
The main trunk
I stretch
To find branches
Slowly
I catch in my hand
I turn to look back
At you
And you disappear
To the sounds
Of an axe falling
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Meeting You
She glides through
The party
Smiling with
Her bag
Laughing and travelling
Speaking with ease
She turns around
And you see
Someone who is me
Friday, October 12, 2012
Ace of Dots
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Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Monday, October 08, 2012
The Orchard
I wandered through
The attic
Dusting off
The trunk
Of black regret
I gingerly
Unlock it
Inside
I pick it up
My memory
Of what
Was done
Blowing off the
Cobwebs
I start to cry
Blurry vision
The emotions rising
I open it up
And see it there
Press play
And watch
What was done
Where
How
The scare
The nightmare
I continue on
My breath getting shallow
The memories
Of times since then
The absolute horror
Of what happened
Me screaming
"Why would I do that"
Seeing me
visit again
and again
To that point
Not knowing
Looking there
Screaming again
Shaking my head
How could he do this
Coming home and
Forgetting the milk
My mind in oblivion
All over
A simple
Orchard
I sit there
And close the lid
To the trunk
As the little girl
I once used to be
Comforts Me
Saying I love you.
Saturday, October 06, 2012
Friday, October 05, 2012
Cards You Are Dealt
Cards You are Dealt by Whitedove
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Thursday, October 04, 2012
As this
I just
Sat there
And stared
At him for
Two weeks
Before I thought
Oh No
What had
Happened in
The space
Of that time
Was as surreal
As this.
Sat there
And stared
At him for
Two weeks
Before I thought
Oh No
What had
Happened in
The space
Of that time
Was as surreal
As this.
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
Whirlwind
She steps tenderly
Towards the twig
And floats down
The river; holding on
The current moves in
A whirlwind
She screams; circular
"Help"
No one comes
She panics
Cries
And with abandon
Throws herself
Towards the water
Hoping
Praying
And just as
She realises what
Has happened
She calls out
And you just say - Stand up
Playing with Love
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Monday, October 01, 2012
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