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Monday, November 12, 2012
Prezi - But I am Your Voice by Whitedove
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Saturday, October 27, 2012
The End of a Smile
"Her home is the well
She is lost in the city
Of rain and water
I have dirt across my face
Staring into the night sky
And she blows
Dandeloin seeds
To the wind
As you smile"
She is lost in the city
Of rain and water
I have dirt across my face
Staring into the night sky
And she blows
Dandeloin seeds
To the wind
As you smile"
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Would I lose this poem?
The light is bright above me
And the mirror cast in black
Unsure of where I am
Unsure of what I lack
I have been transported
Back to that day of change
The instant before my life
Became so rearranged
And if I just change this scene
Just this moment before
All my what if's are gone
Never to be known any more
Would I walk through that door
And sit down as I eat
Would I continue along
This sure and steady beat
Or would I let it take me
And wake up those again
Would I dismiss the people
That I made here now as friends?
Would I forsake this poem
For that was learnt to
Would I forget how to cope
And learn to say no to you?
For this is what I have learnt
From walking through that door
In overcoming that nightmare
That will live for me anymore
And the mirror cast in black
Unsure of where I am
Unsure of what I lack
I have been transported
Back to that day of change
The instant before my life
Became so rearranged
And if I just change this scene
Just this moment before
All my what if's are gone
Never to be known any more
Would I walk through that door
And sit down as I eat
Would I continue along
This sure and steady beat
Or would I let it take me
And wake up those again
Would I dismiss the people
That I made here now as friends?
Would I forsake this poem
For that was learnt to
Would I forget how to cope
And learn to say no to you?
For this is what I have learnt
From walking through that door
In overcoming that nightmare
That will live for me anymore
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Monday, September 10, 2012
Quiet of the Room
From the quiet of the room
She writes
A little girl in pigtales
With all her might
She is scribbling in her diary
All her dreams
She is missing out all her screams
She is protecting those with
No words
And hiding under the covers
Quite disturbed
And quietly with her pen
She writes
Its all there, as she fights
Some extra horror that she
Knows
Her tears have come to blows
She has written for hours
And no one knows
Just horror stories
That no one sees
Her tear drops as you please
But when she goes to
Hand it on
All she says is
Who cares anyway
No one will respond
Thursday, August 23, 2012
It's All Roses
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Thursday, August 16, 2012
The Note
It caught your eye
That little girl
Holding the note
That felt so unreal
It came across you
As you wandered past
Scurrying quickly
Way too fast
She stands in purple
Her hair tied in bows
A tear there welling
While no one knows
And she just sits there
Listening to what you say
Remembering back
Remembering yesterday
She could say something
Risk it all
Prepare herself for the
Sudden fall
Toss all those images
From her soul beware
And just trust
That others will care
But as you lean closer
To what she says
What has been giving her
Sleepless days
What horror she holds
She cannot say
The images live within her
Night and day
She sits there
Scribbles something down
Her tears there welling
Her forehead in a frown
And there she holds it
She makes it mine
She holds up a note
Simply reading "I'm fine"
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Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Concrete
Blue clouds
Writing in the sky
A small room
You walk in
Happy
The door is closed
You really don’t know what
Is really the fuss
You see his face
Its bad news
He asks you to sit
Your mind screams
He has something in his hands
This can’t be good
What you have gone through
Is telling you how bad it is
And you cry
You get up
And run
And run
And run
How can your own
Body betray you
Why does it have to happen
To me
And I collapse to the
Concrete
And Cry
Knowing
There is no escape
No escape
Just no escape
And you pick yourself
Up and continue
With the screaming in your head
The constant screaming
It becomes silence it is so loud
You pause
You cry more
You pause
And the screaming comes back
They give you a million things
To do
But the screaming is there….
For
You know
There is no cure
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Monday, May 14, 2012
Lost Red Clouds
A little boy stands solidly against the white wall
Telling you, what is wrong
Making mistakes, you remind him
Of what is correct
His leg moves about
He forgets things
Does he know what is coming
Does he know the pain you just went through
Does he understand the anguish
In getting to where he was?
He did not know
Is he blaming me?
A little girl sits on the bed
Going through the same stuff as always
And after all the reading
And all the people
He sits there and dumbfounded
Does not know
He had just done something
Standing there
Watching the tears
For there
Is no answers, no understanding
Just lost red clouds in the sky
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Ice creams are only for Angels
Wandering, through the shopping center
She picks a little flower from the
Garden floor
She wanders up to the stall owner
Near his clown trailer, to play
"Win a prize, Win a prize" he says
"Win a prize, win a prize" he says
And you watch, from a distance
In a dream, not really paying much attention
Studying the flower in her hand
You turn your back, if for an instant
And you notice the clown, once
Content, now his face is a tear
Watching the little girl
You have seen her drop the flower
Play with the bottom of her skirt
Twirl and dance away
Lost in her vision,
As she plays and plays
Watching the clowns as they spin
Back and forth, their face stuck
In an internal rhythm
Back and forth
Back and forth
And as you watch her
Twirl, Where are her friends?
She is alone
And in a blink of an eye, your downward gaze
She is gone; the clown sad and lost
And there she is
Screaming, blonde, crying
Tears streaming down her face
Her mother
Crying.
"Where is my daughter"
"where is my daughter"
The clown disappeared, and all you can describe
Is the face, and his tear
And the van
But the precise moment, your
Downward gaze, moved
You were a stranger, watching a girl, dance
And you wander away
Not knowing what to do
For really you can only describe
The simple scene
And remember this
As, Icecreams are only for Angels
She picks a little flower from the
Garden floor
She wanders up to the stall owner
Near his clown trailer, to play
"Win a prize, Win a prize" he says
"Win a prize, win a prize" he says
And you watch, from a distance
In a dream, not really paying much attention
Studying the flower in her hand
You turn your back, if for an instant
And you notice the clown, once
Content, now his face is a tear
Watching the little girl
You have seen her drop the flower
Play with the bottom of her skirt
Twirl and dance away
Lost in her vision,
As she plays and plays
Watching the clowns as they spin
Back and forth, their face stuck
In an internal rhythm
Back and forth
Back and forth
And as you watch her
Twirl, Where are her friends?
She is alone
And in a blink of an eye, your downward gaze
She is gone; the clown sad and lost
And there she is
Screaming, blonde, crying
Tears streaming down her face
Her mother
Crying.
"Where is my daughter"
"where is my daughter"
The clown disappeared, and all you can describe
Is the face, and his tear
And the van
But the precise moment, your
Downward gaze, moved
You were a stranger, watching a girl, dance
And you wander away
Not knowing what to do
For really you can only describe
The simple scene
And remember this
As, Icecreams are only for Angels
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Ice Tear Drop
She sits alone near the lake
Once happy here
The seasons change
And it is surrounded
By dead trees
And frosted nights
She revisited
In hopes, that the
Lake had unfrozen
That the waters shone again
But all that was left
Was her tear drop
Sliding across the ice.
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