A little girl lays alone
Near the sidewalk
Dirt on her face
She smiles at the passerby's
There is no tears
There is no anger
Just a smile
She turns on the radio beside her
Her only possession
And realises
It is playing her song
And she turns it up
And revels in -- her love.
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Showing posts with label Internal Love. Show all posts
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Thursday, November 15, 2012
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Scream
When I see
An orange
I wish I
could paint
Rainbows
But all I can
Do is this.
I wish when I
Talked
All you could
Do is listen
And be marvelled
By the rainbow
Draft Two
When I see
A grape
In the salad
I wish it were wine
But all I can do
Is eat
I wish you
Could see the dinner
Bypass the grape
And marvel
At the banquet
Draft Two
When I see
A grape
In the salad
I wish it were wine
But all I can do
Is eat
I wish you
Could see the dinner
Bypass the grape
And marvel
At the banquet
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Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Caring
The little girl
Takes a seat
Next to the man
And cries
Here is the balloon
She says
And cries
The man looks at the balloon
It is white, crumpled, lack of string
But what he sees
Is not this
But the smile on
The little girls face
Because he cared.
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Wednesday, September 19, 2012
In desperation there is love
In desperation there is love
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Thursday, August 09, 2012
You're Beautiful
That smile
That makes your eyes light up
How you skip down the road
Doing twirlies in the night
Simple pleasures
Dancing to songs
And screaming out loud
With a laugh that makes
People turn their heads
Blowing petals to the wind
Clapping out loud
Screaming at the top of your lungs
Looking in the mirror
Yet again
Pretending you're a princess
Wondering at fireworks
Dancing in the street
Playing skipping ropes
Bouncing with your legs
In anticipation of this day
I'm so lucky
You're beautiful.
Poem to the song What makes You Beautiful by One Direction.
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Tuesday, July 31, 2012
Soul to the Moonlight
Can you see it Dwelling within my soul That silent memory Hurting me internally And as I see it There trembling in its mystery I walk slowly And touch it, it burns me With a deep intensity that I run That I cry, and do not return And chose to forget its mystery And I sit down, with the flowerpots behind me And stir my teacup in the shadowed sunlight Many years later And notice my hand shaking It is the memory Resurfacing, just as I stir my tea And I forget And then as I plant the flower The following spring In the pots, the hot sun Causing beads of sweat on my forehead I notice my breath is gone Not because of the weather But the silent memory And as I watch the tv, I realise The memory does not go The memory will return And the only way to resolve it Is to show its Soul to the moonlight. Don't run from it, turn and face it. |
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Move on to
Theres a slight sound playing
That is right we were
And I was happy
Elated, full on with
Something
Like a build up
To something else
But then
I realised
That really
There was no one
In this world
That could help
Except me
There were comments
Many
When I started thinking
About it
Then I realised
How important I was
A tingle
Just how important
And it was
So simple in
The end
When before
I did not have this
So I had to let you go
So I could go forward
Into what I was thinking about
And that makes me
Cry.
Because what I had to move onto
Was me.
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Sunday, July 15, 2012
You love you
Its the monsters breath Getting slight He is trying to get at you With all his might He is trying to scare you now As he did before And here you are trying to calm and more You thought this would be easy Not as hard as this You have been given ideas To return to bliss You dont want to lay vunerable To the monsters teeth And really you know Whats lying beneath But what if he's not, that monster in disguse What if he is just a nice kind man Who wants to help as he tries It is your filter, the monsters put on Effecting you now every year on The panic you feel, is the filters glare Reminding you of the times back there All I know now, is you can escape You can keep yourself safe Not put up with his hate You have the power, deep within That little girl loves you Your protecting her from sin So here is a flower She gives you for now She lets you cry, she lets you howl She lets you shake, she lets you ball She lets you walk, she lets you crawl You have held her hand, through the worse terror yet Something 99 percent of people would rather forget You can protect her, you can get through The courage is right there Because You love You. |
Saturday, June 16, 2012
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Love
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Tuesday, August 16, 2011
A friend
She screams at you every night
And cuddles you every day
And cries beneath the sheets
In some fantastic way
And she makes you go here and there
And she flits without such a care
And she runs around full steam ahead
And throws around that brown little bear
And she sits and stares at little white balloon
And cries and howls at the full moon
And loves you with all delight
And then hates you with such sudden fright
And then finally after so many years
Of being forgotten through so many tears
You get reminded every now and again
You only need to look inside to find a lovely friend
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